A day at the park.........June 7

Today as been a much better day then yesterday! It was like after a day of spirtual high Satan couldn't help but tempt me. I was kind of in a slump yesterday, feeling bad for myself, feeling anxiety, and frustration with myself and my children. I couldn't get moving yesterday it was just one of those days. Around four yesterday after a day of feelling totally unmotivated I decided to chalk the day up for what it was and move on, start again fresh tomorrow, hit the reset button. And so that is what I have tried to do today, be kinder, have more patients, try harder. I can't say that I have completly 100 percent meant that goal but I am making an honest effort. Porter tries my patients and sometimes I snap. I prayed today for patients , to be able to respond to him kinder and not have my voiced feeled with anger. The Lord has helped me I need to work and pray for that everyday. Today as I watched him play at the park and I read a plaque that said, " Dedicated to the children who play her and to those who never got the chance." I was reminded how fragile our lives are. And how the most important people can be taken from us in an instance. We need to show our love for them as much as we can. We need to appriceate their presence. I will try to remember that when my patients has run dry not only with my two year old but with all the great people in my life. Thank you Heavenly Father for reminding me
I AM GRATEFUL FOR....
a beatuiful baby girl who is so laid back and easy going. She hardly ever cries and is just happy to go along with anything I throw at her. I am grateful for a spunky two year old who takes forever to walk home because he has to pick up every rock he see's. I am grateful for primary songs that make him take a nap. I am grateful that I get to spend one on one time for the next three days with Porter at swim class. I am grateful for the park and sunshine so Porter can get all of his energy out. I am grateful for a husband who made it possiable for me to stay home so I don't miss the moments anymore
PICTURES OF THE DAY.....