Back to the game....

I did so good for awhile and then fell off the bandwagon, well I am back on. I guess as long as I am putting in a honest effort, recongizing my short comings, and getting up and trying again. The last few months have been chuck full of crazy life changes. First, our sweet little Eva Grace finally made her debut. She made us wait an extra week in a half but it was worth the wait. The labor was hard and hurt like crazy but it all washes away the second you see that sweet little face. She is a beuatiful, peaceful little girl and my heart is filled with so much love for her. Second,Kevin graduated from law school I couldn't have been prouded of him! It was so neat to see someone I love so much walk accross that stage and receive something they have worked so hard for and sacrificed a lot of for. Wow, it brought a lot of tears to my eyes, what a man. I told you early in the year that we would " Go where you want us to go dear lord." I had no idea that would be a two year clerkship in Aurora, Utah of all places. Crazy how life turns out I would have never guessed we would end up here for a time. I am staying home, the Lord has provided a way for me to do that. I as always worry about how it will affect my wanting to teach in later years, but I have a strong feeling every time that thought enters my head, that this is where the Lord wants me for this season of life and he will provide away for me to teach and for that desire to be fulfilled in another season of life. For that I am gratiful. We moved into a new house just a couple of blocks from my parents, it is my sweet Grandma Lloyds house. It is weird to be in this space and try to make it my own, when it is so clearly hers. But, the Lord blessed us again and gave us cheap rent making it easier for me to stay home. So many blessings we are so gratiful.
I read a talk yesterday about challenges in our life and how we choice to face them. A qoute in the talk read, " Bloom Where You Are Planeted." Amazing I thought I need to change my attiude towards life. And realize the Lord has a plan for us, we go where he wants us to go. If we choice to Bloom where we are planted so many blessings and growth can occur in our lives. I am excitied for the new chapter we have begun to write. I am excited for the new little spirit the Lord has blessed me with. I am grateful for the Lord, for his strength and guidance in my life. I am so grateful.